This means that tomorrow morning I have to get up really early, and sadly that means I have to wake you up really early too. I'm going to have to go back to work tomorrow and leave you at home-luckily this first week you'll get to stay with your Dad and next week your Aunt Maegan and Cousin Keeton are coming out to take care of you.
I want you to know that there is nowhere I'd rather be than with you, and that if there was anyway I could stay home with you I would...but I can't. Don't think for a second that I want to leave you behind and be away from you all day-that couldn't be further from the truth. If I could, I'd stay with you every second of every day, listening to your little giggle, getting lost in your gummy grins and holding you in my arms and watching every second of you growing up. You have no idea how hard this is for me little one.
I want you to know that no matter what my title is and how long I have to be gone during the day, my most important job will always be being your mom. There is nothing that is more important to me than you are, believe that.
These past 14 weeks have been amazing...you are a true dream come true and I never imagined that I'd be so lucky.
Don't doubt that I'll be thinking of you every second of every day and that as soon as I can I'll be rushing out of the office to come home to you. I probably won't let you go all night-so be prepared for tons of cuddling and kisses!
I will miss you more than you will ever know.
Love you forever and a day-
Mom